Timing is everything. If you don’t know how to time your actions, your words, your feelings, you could potentially miss out on huge opportunities. I did this not only once, but twice. TWO TIMES I took for granted what I had in my life and TWO TIMES I’m too late to admit to it. TWO TIMES I had amazing potential and opportunities and TWO TIMES I waited too long to make my move. Hopefully this time I can make it right instead of letting it fall to pieces.

Push me, keep pushing me. I’ll stand my ground. I have a compassionate heart and guilty conscience. Whatever you need, I’ll provide to you so long as you mean something to me. Make me look dumb, play me for a fool, I won’t let it effect me. If it makes you happy, if what I do makes you smile, I’ll accept it. You’re the one who has to live with your narcissistic and cruel self, not me. As long as I know I’m doing the right thing, and showing love and genuine care for the people in my life, I could care less what you think of me, what you do to me, or anything else.

I want to be whatever you want me to be. This isn’t a sign of weakness. It’s a sign of how strongly my desire is to have you in my life. I have my flaws, I’ll be the first person to admit that but I can promise you, PROMISE YOU that nobody can love you the way that I would love you. I’m a modest person, but something I know I can say confidently is that I have a huge heart, and it’s open to anyone who can make me smile, make me laugh, or make me feel good. If I had you, I would make it my goal every single day to let you know how amazing you are and make sure that you wake up feeling appreciated every morning and go to sleep with a smile on your beautiful face. I’d give you everything I have, my whole heart. I’d treat you like I know you should be treated. I’d spoil you, and do little things all of the time just to show I care. I would be affectionate and loyal, and not let anything come between us. Straight up I’m a ride or die woman and if I have someone they’re my everything. And I make sure that they’re the happiest person on the damn planet when they’re with me. I love deeply and if I had you, it’d be magic. I promise.

I’m not going to waste my time on a man who doesn’t know what he’s doing with his life. At this age in the game, looks and personality will only get you so far. I’m not saying that I’m a gold digger, but I need someone who can afford to take me out, pick me up, who works, who’s getting an education. All these things, I’m doing them too. I’m not expecting my significant other to do anything that I won’t do. I go to school, I work full time, I’ve got my own car and get shit done that I need to get done, independent. I expect you to be on my level if you want to have anything with me and if you’re not, don’t waste my time. I need a strong and independent man in my life who has goals an aspirations of his own, just like I do and if you don’t, don’t waste my time, that simple.